It's taken me several months to write this out 1, because it is very layered and 2, because parts of it are very painful to relive I lost...

For the most part I usually know exactly want I want, I have strong gut feelings and a strong intuition that I have learned to trust and...

Pictures are important. I mean, how sentimental are photographs when you have lost the person that’s in them?

One small interaction with someone, makes you feel some type of way when they pass, and that feeling grows the closer to home it becomes

I was crouching and crawling my way through the long immigration queues. I can’t stress enough how much I did not care what people thought.

While a lot of women would jump at the chance of a potential love story, I jumped when I saw a flight sale

So here I was, telling myself that I cannot travel right now, but then my hands would Google flights to various destinations

This was just one occurrence, all the other times I had to pull myself out of the water when I felt like I was drowning.

So I draw up a wish list of the things I’d like to experience, but sometimes the journey takes me down the rabbit hole

Conclusion: if I waited for other people I would never travel